| S | M | T | W | T | F | S |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| « Oct | ||||||
| 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | ||
| 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 |
| 13 | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18 | 19 |
| 20 | 21 | 22 | 23 | 24 | 25 | 26 |
| 27 | 28 | 29 | 30 | 31 | ||
Lady Gaga? May penis? whoa, I can’t believe. But she say’s on an interview:
“Its not something that I’m ashamed of, just isn’t something that i go around telling everyone. Yes. I have both male and female genitalia, but i consider myself a female,”
Nakaka-TO to! Crush na crush ko pa naman siya. Tapos may, may ano siya? Ay naku. Ayoko na.
I first heard about this on the Magic 89.9 morning show, GOODTIMES WITH MO! Ayoko pang maniwala, then I searched through the NET! Grabe. HAHAHA~! Lady Gaga is so hot! I want to hit on her nga dahil sa ang ganda niya and ang sexy. To all Lady Gaga fans, hindi po ito black mail. HEHEHE~
Tawa nalang. By the way, Lady Gaga will have a concert mamaya. 8PM at the Araneta Coliseum. As far as I know, tickets are nearly sold out. Yung VIP Tickets wala na, bale yung sa General Admission na lang ang di ubos.
I have drawn her POKERFACE, to show my love for her slash him! Here it is. And please, do post some comments here. All my love, GentleGAGO 
Napadalaw ulit ako, siguro dahil tamang oras na para sumaya. Mukhang malas talaga ako this year, ano nga bang year ngayon? Year of the OX? 2009. YEAR NI ROX! Hindi akin.
Parang kailan lang, ang saya-saya ko. Putang ina lalake ba talaga ako? Bat ba ako blog nang blog? Ayun na nga, parang kailan lang, 3 months, more or less ko siyang niligawan. July 17 naging kami na.
We just broke up 5 days ago (Aug 1). You know well how we started: as clanmates.. as friends… and eventually nga, as you know, naging kami.
Naghiwalay kami dahil jologs ako, dahil wala akong perang pang-load. Putang inang yan, ang gago, ang bobo, ang olats ko!
How can I move on? What’s the first thing to do? Kumanta sa gitna ng bagyo? Putang ina, ito na ata ang post kong punong puno ng murang putang inang yan. Magpakamatay? Maglaslas? Luma na yon, besides, do you think ROXANNE’s worthy of that?
Why should I even spend time and space writing about her? She’s now a past! ROX IS HISTORY! ROX IS HISTORY! ROX IS HISTORY! ROX IS HISTORY! ROX IS HISTORY! ROX IS HISTORY! ROX IS HISTORY! (putang ina daig ko pa babae)
Kung tatanungin ako? HOW LONG IS FOREVER? Ang tanging sagot ko “2 WEEKS” na putang ina ni Gloria!
From now on, I have nothing to share with you, blog ko na itinuring kong diary. No more precious moments, no more lambingan blues, dating updates and qoutable qoutes. No more ROXANNE FRANCES ENRIQUEZ stories. Wala munang lovelife, swear! I will not bother you for the mean time. At least not ’til I’m over her…. promise
verification text: PBA092q025o0
ang sakit ng ulo ko kanina, actually last Sunday pa to. Dahil siguro don sa iniinom kong beer.. ang dami kasi. haay. kung makita niyo lang ako ngayon.. puting puti na ako. dumaan pa ko sa ulcer. nawala lahat. appetite ko nawala rin. parang mamamatay na ko sa sakit ko.. pero bago pa mangyari un. gusto kong malaman ng readers ko na talagang maghihintay ako. kahit sa langit.
yeah? emo nga.. pero hindi naman ganon kabading. See the Yellow Ribbon? yun ang ibig sabihin ko.. Hihintayin ko ang pagdating ng mahal ko..
July 24, 2009
It all started on their teasing, started on a friendship. That’s all I can remember kung kailan kami naging close ng isang Roxanne Frances Enriquez. Nakilala ko siya bilang moderator ng isang text clan at di ko akalaing maiin-love ako sa kanya. Naalala ko ang mga simpleng text namin kung saan sabay kaming kumakain, minsan sa GM pa. Tama, natatawa na lang ako pag iniisip ko yan, pero ang mga text na yun ang nagpasimula ng lahat. Mula sa pagkakaibigan naim hanggang sa tawagan naimng Otan at Popoy.
Unang nagustuhan ko sa kanya ay ang kanyang pagiging sweet (yun ang alam niya). Di niya alam na nagustuhan ko siya dahil isa siyang babaeng handang dumamay. Kapag may problema akong sinasabi sa kanya, naaapektohan din siya at talagang gagawa ng paraan para i-comfort lang ako. Madali ko siyang sinabihan na gusto ko na siya (Apl. 10), naiilang lang ako kasi paulit-ulit kong sinasabi yun, kasi daw choppy. Pero masaya na rin ako non at nasabi ko sa kanya yun. Mula non ay pinatuloy ko siya sa puso ko (kahit pa di niya gusto yung yellow).
Apr 20, una kaming nagkita sa MRT Boni station (mahalagang malaman yan, basta). Yun ang unang meeting namin, una naming pagsabay kumain sa totoong buhay, doon yun sa McDo sa may mall sa Guadalupe (hanggang ngayon ay di ko parin alam kung anong mall yun). Si Otan na ang may sabi, yun daw ang YELLOWLAND. Pagkatapos namin don ay pumunta agad kami sa Quattro Bar sa Timog, QC, para tapusin yung date namin (humingi siya non ng pasensya sakin kasi wala daw yellow).
Mula non ay siya na ang inspirasyon ko sa lahat ng ginagawa ko. Kahit pa lagi ko siyang inaaway kasi minsan dini-disappoint niya ko. Thankful narin ako kasi andyan siya palagi kahit hindi madalas.
July 8, tinanong ko siya ng “mahal mo ko diba?” sumagot siya ng “oo”. Tinanong ko ulit siya pero di na niya inulit. Ito ung dahilan niya:
“Parang gu2 ko kc ung ganto lang muna..alam mu un, ska nagpromise kc aq sa lola ko.. tatanawin ko muna siya bago ung ganto”
From that point, na-disappoint niya ulit ako, at naisip kong sumuko na sa kanya kasi iniisip ko, paano niya nasagot yung ex niya kung di pa pala siya handa. Inisip ko na rin na ayaw niya sakin kaya umiwas na ako, nagcomment sa fs niya ng mga bagay na di niya pala maintindihan. May idinulot daw yun sa kanya pero di ko naman alam kung ano. Di ko na rin siya tinetiext non, dahil nag-palit muna ako ng network.
July 17,nagparamdam ang isang Catherine Go sa akin ng “text mo si Rox”. Tinanong ko kung may problema, tapos sabi niya kumilos na raw ako at baka mawala siya pag ganito ako lagi. Ayun, tinext ko siya. Tinanong ko siya ng “ANo? MAHAL MO BA AKO O HINDI? SABIHIN MO NA PARA ALAM KO NA GAGAWIN KO”. Medyo diyahe pa nga yung Globe, sinasadya atang ipa-late recieve yung reply niya, kung ano-ano pa tuloy pinagtetext ko. Ayoko na ituloy yung sumunod na nagyari. Alam mo na rin naman yun e. Si Cathy ang nagsabi sakin na maaga pa raw para sumuko ako. Siya din ang may sabi sa akin na malungkot si Otan dahil sa akin, dahil akala daw nyia hindi niya ako gusto. Basta July 17, 2009 ang araw ng pagpasok ko sa puso niya. Promise, di kita iiwan, OTAN.
My Love is Forever
i was browsing at the Paramore website, yeah. My goosebumps are umandar. Know why? Because of my excitement, I’ve read that BRAND NEW EYES will be the title of of the Paramore’s third full-lenght studio album. It will be awesome so. Soon to be released this September 29, 2009 worldwide. It was recorded January-March same year at Hidden Hills of California. The song IGNORANCE was set to be the carrier single and to be released as digital download over the band’s site. It will be available on the Net on July 7, 2009.
Reviewing the song ignorance, it was good, same Paramore sound with the deadstring guitar portions on the first part of the song. Yeah, I know if youre a Paramore fan I know what you feel, the excitement of hearing the song. The song is on Youtube. Just search for it. IGNORANCE by PARAMORE. It’s a live performance.
Speaking of live performances, PARAMORE will be touring the Asia (Japan) on August 2009. Hope we could go there!
Here’s the track list of the album coming straight from Wikipedia
The only reason why I came to attend the Fete dela Musique, is because of my love for music. For a metter of fact, someone ruined me that day, but would not bother to tell about this (it’s not you Otan, don’t worry)
Anyway, I was at the right stage (for that event, every genre had it’s own stage), waiting. It was the bubble gum pop alternative stage at the Metrowalk Center Plaza, one of the 2 open stages for that event.
About 2:30 PM they started the show with the sort of quirky, YURIS’ ATTACK band (whose lead guitarist was also from Letter Day Story). Their vocalist was sort of Tado’s voice, that madfe me smile because of the way he speak. Parang tropa agad.
Another band that I keep my eyes on it was, ALIBATA. A band native from Naga City. On stage, they were so respectful which makes me say “wow! ibang klase tong mga to”. Yes it was my first time to see them on stage.
Another band that debuts on my bare eyes was LETTER DAY STORY. Only one comment, electrifying sound, sounds like Callalily. I’ve heard their EP, but I think the demo was much better. Their songs really sound like Callalily with vocalization of Yael Yuzon. But I hope they would bring their own sound to their full lenght album coming out this year.
After them, comes THE PURPLE SUNDAYS then THE BERNADETTES. The latter labeled their music as drunk pop, WAT THE HEL!. The vocalist says “drunk pop kasi our music was derived from brit pop, but were not brits so that’s why”. If they were’nt brits, are they drunk on stage? For me their music was just pop.
After all of the earlier bands, I came to Danita, asked her how many songs they will play. She says on a finger signal, was only three. Now, wondering what the hell three songs was that, I don’t know, I got no idea, but to wait for them on stage and watch out.
Noticing that ate Jackie (supposed to be Danita’s bassist) was not there, I saw this guy with a kinky hair. I’m not sure if it was Kuya Poch, kasi iba itsura niya. But Im sure that he was the exact guy who played the bass for Mayonaise last Wagayway Festival.
Now on the songs that Danita supposed to play are….. I really dont know. None of them are from the album PROMOTOR. I don’t know if it was all original or all covers?
ok na ang lahat? alin ba ang dapat maging ok?
yung post ko na ang title e.. This is now for me, not for you. Hindi naman kailangang forever akong galit. Forever akong tampo, forever akong muhkang tanga. Ayokong maraming kahantungan tong katangahang to. Nadadamay ang mga taong di dapat madamay (as if namang may nadamay no?) Sala ko, bat ko ginawang issue? Ang sama ko naman.
Ayoko nang maulit, ayoko ng magmukhang tanga, ayoko nang magalit, magtampo, magsumbong, magngitngit, magtimpi. Gusto ko lang sumaya, mag-enjoy. San naman ako mag-eenjoy? (ewan ko sayo jhei! ang labo mo, istorbo si gulay, nagtataype ako ng post, pm ng pm sa YM)
Gusto kong may malaman mula sa yo, gusto kong may malaman ka rin mula saken. Pero paano yan? Hanggang gani-ganito lang ang kaya ko. Pasensya. Ako’y napakawalang kuwentang lalake kung ako’y sayo.
May sinasabi ka pala na istupido ka. Langya, ako yun! Ako yung stupid na matatawag. Ang dami ko kasing alam na katangahan. Ayun, basta ako yun.
Alam ko sa sarili ko nararamdaman mo. SORRY.. Ayoko na nang ganito.. Gusto kong bumalik ang dati.
Counting down the days before June 9, 2009 seems so gloomy to me. I got to mourn, and yes I’m pathetic.. very pathetic in every seconds of my day. I’m out of mood I guess.
As I wrote this down, today is my baby sister’s birthday. I can’t celebrate it, coz she’s gone forever. I love her. She’s the reason why I graduated college. Hope she’s happy to see my reciving my diploma.
I’m so sorry Jelai, and thank you for all. I know I ignore your “lambing” before. I can remember that you cried when I didn’t notice you. I’m so sorry for that. Me, myself can’t imagine living without you and your kuya as well. I love you and your kuya John-john. I’m so sorry, cause I wasn’t there to save you both. John-john, you did a heroic act, you’re my idol. Love you bro!
I would like to share you a qoute, sent to me by a friend (Sopiz vocalist Cathy Go)
“God will never leave you empty. He will replace everything you lost. If He asked you to put something down, it’s because He wants you to pick something greater”
Maybe, this is true. I got to move on because it’s already done. I can’t turn back the time. I cn’t bring them back to life. On that qoute, it says that it was God’s will. And I do believe in HIM.
I really really really miss them, but what can i do? I’m just a human. June 9, 2009 will be their first death anniversary. I can’t believe that they are not breathing, that thier hearts are not beating for a year now.
Happy birthday Jelai! As well as to John-john, advance to! I wish I could be happy because I coudn’t. I love you both and you live here…. inside our hearts
John john and Jelai : MY LITTLE ANGELS
Night of June 3, 2009, before I dine, I got upset and disappointed. The lowest quality of emotion was in me. I know my hardworks, my time, my efforts were just rejected by this certain girl. I don’t care bout my effort but I want her to know that I did this thing for her. For her to remember me.
This will be the craziest but not so weird thing i did for a girl.
That’s a poem I actually wrote for her. I laid-out this photo to make it more special. It is actually framed to be the best gift I could ever give, but this thing is now actually kept on my closet wrapped with manila paper.
She refused to claim my piece. That will be the ouchest (most painful) reason to be upset. I hate you for that! If she would ask for it, will I give it to her? That will be no! I will now keep it to my personal time capsule for 10 years, and after 10 years, I will laugh to it.
Now I know, she doesn’t love me. Thinking of it really cramples my heart. I think I’m just wasting my time for her.
PS: The title of the poem was
A GIRL FOREVER AND EVER
