Danita at Fete dela Musique 2009

The only reason why I came to attend the Fete dela Musique, is because of my love for music. For a metter of fact, someone ruined me that day, but would not bother to tell about this (it’s not you Otan, don’t worry)

Anyway, I was at the right stage (for that event, every genre had it’s own stage), waiting. It was the bubble gum pop alternative stage at the Metrowalk Center Plaza, one of the 2 open stages for that event.

About 2:30 PM they started the show with the sort of quirky, YURIS’ ATTACK band (whose lead guitarist was also from Letter Day Story). Their vocalist was sort of Tado’s voice, that madfe me smile because of the way he speak. Parang tropa agad.

Another band that I keep my eyes on it was, ALIBATA. A band native from Naga City. On stage, they were so respectful which makes me say “wow! ibang klase tong mga to”. Yes it was my first time to see them on stage.

Another band that debuts on my bare eyes was LETTER DAY STORY. Only one comment, electrifying sound, sounds like Callalily. I’ve heard their EP, but I think the demo was much better. Their songs really sound like Callalily with vocalization of Yael Yuzon. But I hope they would bring their own sound to their full lenght album coming out this year.

After them, comes THE PURPLE SUNDAYS then THE BERNADETTES. The latter labeled their music as drunk pop, WAT THE HEL!. The vocalist says “drunk pop kasi our music was derived from brit pop, but were not brits so that’s why”. If they were’nt brits, are they drunk on stage? For me their music was just pop.

After all of the earlier bands, I came to Danita, asked her how many songs they will play. She says on a finger signal, was only three. Now, wondering what the hell three songs was that, I don’t know, I got no idea, but to wait for them on stage and watch out.

Noticing that ate Jackie (supposed to be Danita’s bassist) was not there, I saw this guy with a kinky hair. I’m not sure if it was Kuya Poch, kasi iba itsura niya. But Im sure that he was the exact guy who played the bass for Mayonaise last Wagayway Festival.

Now on the songs that Danita supposed to play are….. I really dont know. None of them are from the album PROMOTOR. I don’t know if it was all original or all covers?

Time Healed Everything

ok na ang lahat? alin ba ang dapat maging ok?

yung post ko na ang title e.. This is now for me, not for you. Hindi naman kailangang forever akong galit. Forever akong tampo, forever akong muhkang tanga. Ayokong maraming kahantungan tong katangahang to. Nadadamay ang mga taong di dapat madamay (as if namang may nadamay no?) Sala ko, bat ko ginawang issue? Ang sama ko naman.

Ayoko nang maulit, ayoko ng magmukhang tanga, ayoko nang magalit, magtampo, magsumbong, magngitngit, magtimpi. Gusto ko lang sumaya, mag-enjoy. San naman ako mag-eenjoy? (ewan ko sayo jhei! ang labo mo, istorbo si gulay, nagtataype ako ng post, pm ng pm sa YM)

Gusto kong may malaman mula sa yo, gusto kong may malaman ka rin mula saken. Pero paano yan? Hanggang gani-ganito lang ang kaya ko. Pasensya. Ako’y napakawalang kuwentang lalake kung ako’y sayo.

May sinasabi ka pala na istupido ka. Langya, ako yun! Ako yung stupid na matatawag. Ang dami ko kasing alam na katangahan. Ayun, basta ako yun.

Alam ko sa sarili ko nararamdaman mo. SORRY.. Ayoko na nang ganito.. Gusto kong bumalik ang dati.

God’s Will

Counting down the days before June 9, 2009 seems so gloomy to me. I got to mourn, and yes I’m pathetic.. very pathetic in every seconds of my day. I’m out of mood I guess.

As I wrote this down, today is my baby sister’s birthday. I can’t celebrate it, coz she’s gone forever. I love her. She’s the reason why I graduated college. Hope she’s happy to see my reciving my diploma.

I’m so sorry Jelai, and thank you for all. I know I ignore your “lambing” before. I can remember that you cried when I didn’t notice you. I’m so sorry for that. Me, myself can’t imagine living without you and your kuya as well. I love you and your kuya John-john. I’m so sorry, cause I wasn’t there to save you both. John-john, you did a heroic act, you’re my idol. Love you bro!

I would like to share you a qoute, sent to me by a friend (Sopiz vocalist Cathy Go)

“God will never leave you empty. He will replace everything you lost. If He asked you to put something down, it’s because He wants you to pick something greater”
Maybe, this is true. I got to move on because it’s already done. I can’t turn back the time. I cn’t bring them back to life. On that qoute, it says that it was God’s will. And I do believe in HIM.

I really really really miss them, but what can i do? I’m just a human. June 9, 2009 will be their first death anniversary. I can’t believe that they are not breathing, that thier hearts are not beating for a year now.

Happy birthday Jelai! As well as to John-john, advance to! I wish I could be happy because I coudn’t. I love you both and you live here…. inside our hearts

John john and Jelai : MY LITTLE ANGELS

This is now for me, not for you

Night of June 3, 2009, before I dine, I got upset and disappointed. The lowest quality of emotion was in me. I know my hardworks, my time, my efforts were just rejected by this certain girl. I don’t care bout my effort but I want her to know that I did this thing for her. For her to remember me.

This will be the craziest but not so weird thing i did for a girl.

That’s a poem I actually wrote for her. I laid-out this photo to make it more special. It is actually framed to be the best gift I could ever give, but this thing is now actually kept on my closet wrapped with manila paper.

She refused to claim my piece. That will be the ouchest (most painful) reason to be upset. I hate you for that! If she would ask for it, will I give it to her? That will be no! I will now keep it to my personal time capsule for 10 years, and after 10 years, I will laugh to it.

Now I know, she doesn’t love me. Thinking of it really cramples my heart. I think I’m just wasting my time for her.

PS: The title of the poem was

A GIRL FOREVER AND EVER